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After Troy's Fire by Leonore Wilson

(three poems for Helen)

Difficult Dawn

Rustling aside unquiet drifts


and like the soul expanding,

a thundercloud a dubious wind—


And it woke me from sleep

this kindle of light,


seed of fire fire and embers—


And I heard the oaks and madrones

break with a siffling sound


like the manes of horses

lashing my face—


And in the blackened forest,

the swallow’s querulous song


as the whole riverbed

caught the flecks of ash


and my heart became a torn thing


at the edge

of the unthinkable.


Mythos

While we slept the flames grew

like sword-lilies on their stalks


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flames that started out small

like a deer’s tongue


a few deft strokes


splitting off panicles of barley

from fescue and wheat


as the flameskept circling

unsatisfied


as you pulled me

from the ramparts


and in the grey-afterwards


our dour home

fell on its haunches


as if giving birth

to a still-born child…


Fourth Dawn

And didn’t the sky whiten

like a goat-flock


and pitch-pines

in the grassy wrestling-rings


become wracked?


And wasn’t the sound like axes

honed on grindstones


as clouds bolted


from the near-and-far

like Hydra’s hundred snakes?


And didn’t the pelted hillsides

echo disorder’s slow tremolo


as lightning struck

the seeds of fire buried in flint?


And where did courage go,

did the plowshare take it


or the thrown-down gate

gelded with chains?


Didn’t the pearl of sun

become a blister


magenta moon, a cyst?


And the might-have-been

buzzed like a Homeric bee


as the springs dissolved

smelling of salt and rot


ember and ash.


Bio

Leonore Wilson is a college English and creative writing teacher from Northern California. She is on the MFA Board at St Mary’s College of California. Her poetry books are Western Solstice (Hireath Press) and Tremendum, Augustum (Kelsey Press). Leonore’s work has been in The Iowa Review, Third Coast, Prairie Schooner, Quarterly West, Upstreet, Madison Review, Laurel Review, Pif, etc. Her historic cattle ranch and family home in Napa Valley were recently destroyed in the LNU fire.

Author's note

Ancient Troy was famously set on fire after being sacked by the Greeks at the end of the Trojan War, a mythical event described in Homer's Iliad, involving the Trojan Horse trick. The Greek soldiers had climbed out of the horse and opened the city gates to admit more Greeks. Then they set Troy afire, killing King Priam and his family. My century old ranch and home were destroyed in the 2020 LNU (lightning) wildfire of Northern California. This tragedy was monumental and thus it drove me to reread Homer and Virgil and the story of the Trojan War for unequaled comfort.