The oldest versions of my tale claim I am the victim.
I played in the garden, helpless and naive.
The old man stole me, my childhood, my innocence, my body.
Trapping me in a hellscape until the sun confessed and my mother ravished the world with cold.
I, the stupid child, moved myself beyond rescue by eating pomegranate seeds.
Did no one wonder why I ate a few seeds when I had eaten nothing for months?
Some versions imply it was all my mother’s fault.
I was of age, but she kept me young and ignorant.
I knew nothing of the world until the experienced man entered my garden.
It was a quick seduction.
I was initiated into all of adulthood at once and loved my life as a queen.
My mother, however, would not stop piloting my life.
She was destroying the world. I had to do something.
I ate the seeds to see if I could find a way back.
Did no one wonder why I did not send anyone with a message?
More recent versions imply I was impatient.
I was ready but young. Naive. Easily impressed when the handsome god appeared.
I ran off, thinking marriage was soulful looks, gentle caresses, and feeling happy.
I ate the seeds earlier than most people realize. I ate plenty of other food too.
Only too late did I learn that my husband snores.
His table manners are horrific, and Cerberus can be a better conversationalist at times.
My mother knew that I did not yet understand that choices have consequences.
Did no one question why I never had to be dragged to the underworld each winter?
When do I get to be me? Centuries pass. Myths die. Mine doesn’t.
Why do I remain Hades’s victim or Demeter’s child?
I am myself:
A woman in the garden meeting and choosing a man.
A woman who also loves and misses her mother.
A woman who makes the realm of the dead bloom.