woman sitting on rocks in ocean silhouetted against sunset

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Mermaid by Lynn White

It was the change in her hair she noticed first

growing now like harsh thin weed

but attached

firmly

attached

and inedible.

She tugged at it

but the pain was too great

to separate it from her head.

And then her scales

began to disappear

her beautiful shiny scales

washed away with her gills.

Her brothers and sisters

and the rest of the school

swam around her still

but she couldn’t hear them,

couldn’t understand

what they were saying.

The art of communication

had been lost,

washed away

with her gills.

What was she now?

Neither fish nor fowl.

Fowl,

where did that come from?

She ran her fingers over her skin,

still smooth

unfeathered

up to now.

She waited

waited to see what would emerge.

Then the next wave came

and carried her

to the beach

so she crawled along

the sharp sand

uncomfortably

on her swollen belly

until she found a rock

and clambered up

then slithered down

algaed slime

into a recess

a safe cave

a haven

with a shallow pool

left by the tide,

a birthing pool

she thought

and she knew

that the next tide

would bring her sustenance

while she waited to see

what would emerge.


Bio

Lynn White lives in north Wales. Her work is influenced by issues of social justice and events, places and people she has known or imagined. She is especially interested in exploring the boundaries of dream, fantasy and reality. She was shortlisted in the Theatre Cloud 'War Poetry for Today' competition and has been nominated for a Pushcart Prize, Best of the Net and a Rhysling Award. Find Lynn at her website and Facebook.

Author's note

The poem explores change—not only bodily change but change in communication and memories. Starting from the premise that humans evolved from fish, the poem takes the legend of the mermaid to explore how this may have happened, how the protagonist felt about the changes and the indeterminacy of the outcome.

This piece was first published in Oddball Magazine, March 2019